Let me leave this cruel world
13 September 2011
Waiting for my sis for 30 min with friend and talk while waiting . Stupid last teacher release them so late waste my time . Your time precious our time not precious uh ? After that took 174 and 61 home . After reach home swept the floor and use com . use com till fall asleep and never eat dinner and lunch last night. I can say my mood was down yesterday too for no reason somemore .
*I WAS KEEP COMPLAINING THAT I WANNA SLEEP * *MOOD WAS TOTALLY DOWN WITH NO REASON * *SPEECHLESS WITH FAMILY*
I really wish i can share all my feeling to my family members but i can't e.g . if i tell my sis she will like "Oh okayy.... ? " Like insulting and not even courageousness la . If they read , they sure will say like " who say i not care or what . It really make me feel sad and being laughed / insulting
But sometime i really proud of myself that i can control my tears when i wrote all this or think all this .
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